Saturday, December 3, 2011

The Drew, That went away

I knew, as soon as I sent Drew, home Simon wouldn't be talking to me. I walked as quickly as I could backstage to try and find him. I was refusing to do any interviews until things between us were okay. "Where is he" I thought to myself.

I walked into his dressing room, as I knocked on the door. With no reply I deiced to go in. He was sitting on his sofa. His face turned away from me. As his eyes were glazed onto the brown carpet below him. "Si, you okay?" I asked. Not moving from where I was standing. I know he was upset, so for my best intrance it was better to stay put. "Paula, I don't wanna talk to you. Go away" He said still not meeting my gaze. "Simon, I'm sorry, what else do you want me to say." I said in a voice stronger, than what I thought I had. He still didn't move, but I could feel the anger pouring off of him. "There is nothing, you can say Paula, just go home. I don't think I will be following you tonight." He said in a scary tone. "The baby, doesn't like it when your screaming at me like that!" I said before walking out of the room. I felt the tears burning in my caramel brown eyes. How stupid I was for even going in there. I didn't regretting sending Drew home, I just regret caring about him as much as I did.


I walked pretty quickly to the parking lot, as I shut the car door. As the tears burned down my eyes. I quickly tried to whip them away. The sound of the car's engine rang loud in my ears. But something pulled me back. I looked out the window and Saw Simon running towards my car. I thought to myself, "this better be good" as I rolled my window down. "Paula, we need to talk" He said looking into my eyes. "We did talk Simon, you made that clear.. You didn't care" I said as more tears came into my eyes. "love, I never said that. I love you and our baby, more than anything. I'm just upset that's all, please sweetheart, get out of the car" he said in sincer tone. He opened the door as I got out. Even in heels I stood a little bit shorter than Simon, as I looked into his dark Chocolate brown eyes. "I love you" I said as I buried my head into his chest and began to cry. I felt him wrap his arms around me as he kissed my hairline. I felt so weak, but yet so protected when he held me like this. Like nothing in the world could hurt me. "I love you too, and I'm sorry" He said as he pulled away from me. I whipped the tears out of my eyes, before looking up at him. "Sorry, for crying" I said. He just smiled as he cupped my face in his hands. We kissed with so much passion, I felt like I was going to fall, before he put his hand on my back, and held me up. I know if the paps saw this, it would be all over every tobloid.


We finally stopped for air as our eyes met, one more time. "Are you coming back home?" I asked as I looked up at him. "I will be home, in a few mins, wait up for me" He whispered, as he opened the car door for me to get in. "& you wounder How This happened. I said putting my hand on my swollen stomach." I smiled, as I started the car Once More. "Drive safe" he said. I cracked the car, and drove away, but as I stopped at the red light, I could still see him watching me in the distance.

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