Monday, December 12, 2011

Lie to me

Lie To me (1 shot)


This is a Saula fan fiction purely fan made. I own nothing but my ideas.


L.M.T.


I felt the warm sunlight hit my body, I knew it was time to awake and greet the day. I turned to my side and saw him laying there. I would be lying to myself by saying he didn’t look really good right now, because he did. The way his chest moved when he sleep, the look on his face was so peaceful. Everything about him was just breathtaking. It was truly tragic I had to awake him. I gently bent down to touch his lips. I gently brushed mine against his as his dark chocolate brown eyes quickly looked up into mine.


“morning handsome” I smiled. He looked up at me before smiling. “How long have you been watching me?” He asked hiding back a grin. I smiled, before answering. “not very long, now you have a flight to be getting on Mister” I said playfully. If it was up to me, Simon would stay here all day and never leave, but that wasn’t my choice, it was just one my heart had to accept. “I don’t wanna leave you, Pawla” he said looking up at me. I pasted on a smile, trying to convince him, I would be fine with him gone. “I will be fine, have fun, and tell your mum I said hello” I smiled.


He smiled before gently cupping my face into his hands, before kissing me lightly on the lips. “I love you” He whispered as his hot breath meet my lips, before he got up and got dressed. “What time do you have to be in London?” I ask, just trying to start conversation. He looks over at me before replying. “By twelve thirty, and Paula, don’t bring up these conversations. I know you don’t want me to go, as much as I don’t wanna be going.” I tried to debate against him, but once again Simon was right. ”I just want you to have a good time, and try not to worry about me, that’s all..” I said. Simon walked backed over to me, and sat back down on the bed. “I will always worry about you Paula, you can’t change that, but I will try and have a good time for you.” He smiled.

I smiled knowing he truly meet that. ”Call me when you get there” I smiled. Simon nodded his head, I know he would, I just needed him to say it again before he left. I know as soon as I walked Simon out of our house he was gone, I wasn't going with him to the airport, because it felt like too much. I felt like my heart was shattering as I watched him walk down the stairs. I followed what seemed like three inches behind him. I forced myself to look up at him, as he was standing at the door. “Oh please smile for me Pawla, I will be back before you know it, and I wanna remember you as happy.” He said. “Sorry, bye Si, have a safe flight” I said running into his arms, I felt like a little child doing this, saying goodbye to the parent’s before work, but I didn't really care, Simon knew me better than anyone, and I felt completely comfortable with him.


”I will call you when I land. bye love” He whispered before walking out the door. I lied to myself right then when I told him I would be okay, I lied to myself when I didn't say I love you back. I guess he should have just lied to me and said he would have been back tomorrow when I wake up. Because either way, my heart wouldn't make it very long.. I felt the tears burning in my caramel eyes, Before I ran outside. “Simon wait..” I yelled. I saw him quickly turn around as his eyes meet mine.. “I love you” I said, as the tears came streaming down my face. I saw him fight the urge to come and hold me, as he smiled. He got in the car, and drove out of the driveway. Leaving me there watching him go, and taking my heart down the driveway, on that plane to London.

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